Have you ever felt so left out that at time you felt bad about being yourself? Does being yourself and doing what you love make you any different from others. May it be in primary school, High school, University, a party, a get-together or any other place or situation, made you so sad! Don't know what is the actual reason behind it. Wonder why people could be so mean at times though you didn't do anything wrong to them, but they still find the need to talk behind your back, laugh at how you are or how you dress.
This really discomforts me at times. I usually don't give an eff about what people think about me as long as i know what am worth of. In high school there were lots of backstabbers and fake friends or even at home with your dear relatives. They did talk bad about me, but the thing is that i never cared about what they said. I never felt the need that i should be part of a peer group just to stay in the lime light; you want to talk to me or not, well..that's you choice, but don't ever expect me to change myself for the sake to please fakers. I am what i am! Deal with it. Am kinda strong person. Yeah, but at times you do feel bad somewhere because deep inside you ask yourself what's so wrong about you. But with the course of time, I've realized that despite not having many friends, walking alone all by myself to the canteen or even in tuition, what happened happened for a good reason, at least that's what made me strong and made me know myself more. That did made me independent, though to many i may appear shy, indecisive, but i know what am doing. I'am well grounded. You might find others crying or appear desperate just because they don't have friends or whatsoever. Ironically, the main reason i found why these guys could be so mean was that you never faked it as they did; all the time you did remained yourself without caring about how others would feel, may it be the way you look or dress, And mostly you don't need them. I've always wondered if i was the only one feeling like that.
Well...finally after watching you-tubers like iisuperwomanii and others, even through the people that responded to their videos or mostly by the Internet People, i found that am not the only one in this situation and many of them are dealing with this so nicely like a pro and are real achievers!-- I wonder where are all the haters and mean guys!!
The best friends you'll ever have is your parents, your siblings, God! And that's what many of us don't seem to realize. They are the ones who will guide you and protect you. Being in worst situations would make you realize who are those who are really worth being called your friends. And am happy to finally being able to distinguish between fakers and real ones, and i know that my friends won't ever let me down because those past experiences made a positive growth out of me. Am happy about being myself no matter what anybody says. Life is about up and downs. All matter of how you deal with them; either you get drown with those sad moments or turn it into a positive personal growth. Everything starts with you! Be confident and trust yourself :)
Hope these links would tell how amazing you guys are <3
http://youtu.be/A9l0XWGEHv8
http://youtu.be/ocDlOD1Hw9k
http://youtu.be/jYa1eI1hpDE
http://youtu.be/BR4yQFZK9YM
