A little bit of mixed feelings...if anybody can relate..

I don't know what it is.

Am confused about my own feelings.

Is that love?

Is that true love?

Is he the one?

Why am i feeling so strange?

Why isn't there any love at first sight?

Why when i see him it feels just like an infatuation and nothing else.

He is nice, charming...

Then why don't i feel anything?

When he kissed me on the cheeks,

When i sat next to him,

I just felt that the start of a new strong friendship is growing.

Nothing else.

He made me feel special.

But i don't know why am still waiting...

Waiting for what?

Deep inside my heart there's something that's telling me not to rush,

"he's not the one, there's someone else waiting for you out there, you just have to wait for the right moment to come, stop right now, stop those feelings for the other guy...WAIT!"

I don't know whom to listen to.

Maybe am just expecting too much because i feel i deserve much more than that.

Am not being selfish, it's just that i know what am worth..I've got a long way to go in life.

I feel that there's someone whose first glimpse of him would make me feel that He's the one.

The one with whom I'd  feel totally safe and feel like am living a dream and an amazing adventure.

When I'll look at him i can say that Yes, He's my Man.

But right now, what am i doing?

I just don't have any idea of what am feeling, if that guy is the one though my heart is telling me something else. I know that he loves me...but what about me? What am i feeling guilty about?

That am doing him wrong though i made it clear that we are just friends and he told me the same..

What should i do?

Wait?....and just continue having a nice dependable friend on the other hand?...and just continue with my career till the right one finds me?

I just don't know! Maybe time will give me an answer. I just hope that during these time i don't take any wrong decision that i might regret later.

But right now i can rejoice myself on having a nice gentleman friend...

Oh Lord! Help!


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Disclaimer: Am not in love or anything...just trying to write something "poetic" think so it is...about love/crush..

Conclusion: when you're in love, it wouldn't be doubtful.. if not,its not love.. Be sure about your feelings so as not to jump into an undesired relationship!

Beautiful Response by Taylor Swift to her fan!

"I think we grow up thinking the only love that counts as true love is the kind that lasts forever or is fully realized. When you have a broken heart, the first thing a stranger will ask is ‘how long were you two together?’ As if your pain can be determined by how long you were with someone. Or if you were with them at all. I don’t think that’s how it works. I think unrequited love is just as valid as any other kind. It’s just as crushing and just as thrilling. No matter what happens in this situation, I want you to remember that what you are doing is selfless and beautiful and kind. You are loving someone purely because you love them, not because you think you’ll ever have your affections reciprocated. You are admiring something for its beauty, without needing to own it. Feel good about being the kind of person who loves selflessly. I think someday you’ll find someone who loves you in that exact same way.”

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This is the most sweetest thing about love that I've ever read and seen.. Many people would tell you to just move on but you know that it's gonna take a lot of time specially when you admire someone without him knowing about your feelings. You do wish if only he could feel the same way, but, that rarely happens. But hey beautiful, never lose hope. Someday someone would step in your life and will teach you what love is really about because you are so special and unique. Continue being happy and nice to people. Nice things happen to nice people :)